Wonder

Today supposed to meet 12 @ great world city. He say can pick me... Yesterday when I ask wat time... He say bz... Can dun abt this now... He said he will call me n let me know... Till 1150 he nv msg or call me... I have to call n wake up him... Omg... I really wonder whether he got heart to nmeet us anot? Dun pick me is ok.. But not to the extreme of not waking up.... Y like that????
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Relationships...

I think I will be lonely till I die...
I didn't know my care and concern will also make ppl unhappy...
I dun understand why ppl will think this way... Maybe they have too much things which I dun have...
Tired n sad....

Drift... Drift...

I will drift apart.........

Today 30/07/09... Got shop meeting in the morning... As I am in welfare team... I need to buy breakfast as mgr say wish to have breakfast...
I did not ask any 1 to help... Cos no need so many ppl tired @ the same time...
Too much on drinks... Can't finish...

Was on 2 days mc from 28/07... N today n tmr off.. I feel so good.. N scare... Good that I no need to work for 4 days... Scare cos too long nv work... No $$$ ... But cos this month I on 1 week al and 2 weeks training... Very little $$$ so I just take the mc that is offered to me.. [3 days mc given]...

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Over sensitive

I really think they went to ktv together but did not call me.

I will choose to drift apart from them... Disappointment... Sad...

I think I am fated not to have friends...

Testing again

1234

Testing..

See if it works?
Thanks And Regards,
Ng Hui Wen

~Loving Tea~
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helpless

i think i am really weird... but i dun wan to change...
wat is wrong for being sensitive?

today late for work... 1022 woke up but i need to report @ 1030...

some times i think i put in too much into friends... which ppl think i am mad.crazy?
really hot face hit cold backside...

friends say i sensitive... always emo... ppl being irritated when i have emo comments on facebook
isnt that free for every 1 to do anything...

i hope i dun care too much for a friend... not any more.... ng hui wen... u will not mean anything to any 1...except for family memebers...

hEEhEE

i wonder any 1 read this blog? heeeheee

if YOU do read my blog... wonder why no update...
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this blog will only be for my XIN SHI... heart story....

heehee.... will also have update... but not too regular...

mY mUm sAy mE

hai... i really wonder why ... my mum like to cmpare me to her niece and nephew... but it does not bother me... wat really bother me is ...

she said that i have NO FU BAO... dun know how to explain that in eng... say that i rude/no respect to her... cos that ppl i met or things i do will not be good... say i will a hard life....
some how she is indirectly saying that hs is not really good... always slow n cant do things properly ...

some more i feel that she is cursing me ... but come to think of it... who is she to say ? god or buddha?
whether is it good or bad... i believe is fate... if it is fated that i will not have a good life... than i will just work... maybe with a lot of grumble... and unhappiness til i have mental problem or depresssion...

monthly giving her $350 is not enough... my pay... average is abt 2600... i have to pay for car($400)... catv+mol($120)... mobile($40)... my insurance /saving(350)....mum+dad+maintance ($400)...petrol...($400)...eat+soap+shampoo+....($300) carpark for my work place... $350... i really dun have much things left... wat else she 1 from me... some time i have to give $$ to my aunt... is voluteer... n wat if some time i have service the car ? wat if i have no much sales.. .wat if i 1 2 holiday? i really left with nothing !!!!!!!
she keep telling me... giving her $350 is not big deal... nothing much... noithing great... HELLO is my Hard EARN $$$$$$$$$$$
Renting a roomn also need $$$.... this sentense keep repeating daily... is it i must pay rental fee...
she also keep saying she every where also pain and no energy... still need to do thing n that for me ... she also cook for me to go work.,,.. i told her not to... she also scold me ... say that she see through wat kind of person iam... oh.. wat kind of person i am...
WAHAHAHWAHAHAHAHAWAHAHAHA
i am a bad ger... a not XIAOSHUN ger...
Please leave me alone... if ur niece and nephew is so good... pls chase me out of the house and get them to stay with u....


i am going CRAZY~~~~

haI~

i am so pissed off...
today... was serving a colleague return customer... they wish to trade in a phone... but the battery is badly bloated~ like pregnant for 10 months... the tech rejected it and i rejected the cust... but the colleague just took the phone n when in to mgr room to ask for exception... i felt some 1 is slapping me...
i undersrand my colleague is doing his extra mile for his customer... and the cust already came twice... BUT is a RULE that they set and the battery is not mild bloated... is VERY bloated til the case cannot close and the cache is already BROKEN~
we have to tell cust that we cant take in the trade in cos of crack and bloated battery... but why are we giving in to them...it becos so unfair to other cust...
i understand where my colleague is coming from... some more this cust is quite nice... i just feel that must be fair...

we always give in the cust who dispute... if we are in the wrong... we should give in... but when we are not in the wrong... n they are unreasonable... y should we give in... y do the management set the rules and bend the rules they set... WHY??
seems like QI SHAN PA ER .... bully the honest and scare of the bullies...
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a feel days ago... went to this hk cafe CENTRAL @ vivo with hs... i was actually stopped from taking picture of the food... i am really like ... =_=" wat the hell... when to higher class rest or lower class hawker... no 1 actually stop their cust from taking picture... i think is really STUPID,,, they got to wake up their idea... i think i have no fate with this cafe... the vey 1st time i went to this cafe,... is the outlet @ taka,,, n i went with sis... the service is bad... the food does not tally...they say is bake rice... end up is some thing like a plate of fried rice... 2nd time when with hs @ TM...*thinking to give it a try again* wow... turn out ... really not bad...tot they have changeed... so when we @ vivo... thinking to have it for dinner... but stupid things happened.... will NOT return again.....

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yesterday 29/12/08 when to Lao Bei Jing @ tiong Bahru... the food is really EX... n i tot will be nice,.... but ... maybe i set too high standard for them.... but overall... the food is still not very bad.... at least can eat... hahah....

evening ... i told hs i wan to go vivo... but when we reached the car... i blind fold him...*shit.. forgot to take a pic* n i brought him to jin jiang @ 1 north/rochester park..went out too early.. haha...so drive ard... heehee... he felt very lost ... hahha... the food is nice... the durian pudding is DAMN YUMMY~! haha,,, maybe we have too heavy lunch... we did not oder much... but we are very full... must be cos of the BEI JING DUCK... yummy... i am in LOVE with beijing DUCK~~~
Min Jiang... a place to visit on special occasion... good ambient...comfortble.. the staff is friendly too .... just the price is TOO HIGH... heehe ...
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